Tuesday, April 17, 2012

What I was feeling at Tom and Myrtle's party...

When I attended Myrtle and Tom’s party, I felt slightly exasperated and anxious. I am not a very social man, and attending such gatherings formed an unavoidable uneasiness. I did not know what to say. I was in unfamiliar and uncomfortable territory. Being in a crowd of the elite and superficial was very bothersome. I started to feel sick and clammy. After hearing the incorrect rumors concerning Tom and Daisy’s marriage, I was irritated. It disturbed me that, for recreation, these people would binge on the rumors that were fed to them. The completely vapid conversation and the brazen behavior of the guests were disgusting. At the same time, I was fascinated by the complete contrast of the environment from what I have always known. As soon as the alcohol started to sink in, I was a touch calmer. I enjoyed absorbing the chatter and activity of the wealthy and privileged.

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